Dad and I visited you today Mam and then went down the lane to pick blackberries.Still I cannot rest Mam,why did you go so soon. Couldn't he have waited just a few more years until you were older and I had more time with you now that I have days to myself. You were so fit,why did you go. There had to be a reason and I must be strong, you are in the arms of Jesus now but I wish with all my heart that those arms could be mine. I miss you and it hurts, I'm sorry.