If you were here today Mam, I'd take you to the Priory, you would liked it there. You would have had another awful birthday present off me by now I expect. People who have said "it gets better with time" are wrong. My heart still aches to see you sitting in your chair. I am learning to live without you,it really hurts. I rely on your little signs and knowing the chain will link again one day. Happy birthday in heaven Mam. I will love you forever. Michael. ps I did light a candle for you but site crashed before I could write a message.